In Memory Of Those Who have died Of Cancer

Sweet dreams Josh xxx

Bed time kisses..
Sent with love
For all Gods children..
In heaven above

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You all cuddle together..
And snuggle up so tight
I will send more kisses
And wish you Goodnight

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Sweet dreams little Angels..
As you sleep with the stars..
And the moon
Oh why precious Angels?..
Were you..
GONE TOO SOON

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copyright� Jackie Thomas 01/08/09.

Christine Carmichael (Mam) October 9, 2009

Evil Cancer

To my Dad Laurie died of bowel cancer in 2006 and my Mum Eileen who died also of bowel cancer in 2007 I miss you both so very much and want you back!

Wend October 2, 2009

For My Little Brave Heart xxx

In tears I saw you sinking,
I watched you fade away.
You suffered much in silence,
you fought so hard to stay.
You faced your task with courage.
Your spirit did not bend,
and still you kept on fighting until the very end.
God saw you getting tired.
When a cure was not to be.
So he put his arms around you and whispered "come to me".
So when I saw you sleeping So peaceful, free from pain.
I could not wish you back
to suffer that again.

Christine Carmichael (Mam) October 1, 2009

Good Night Josh xxx

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Christine Carmichael (Mam) September 30, 2009

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Goodnight Little Angel

Goodnight little angel
As you lay down your head
The angels will watch over you
And tuck you into bed

Sweet dreams my precious child
Rest your little eyes
The angels watching over you
Will sing you lullabies

copyright� Ingrid Aspey 2/9/09

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Christine Carmichael (Mam) September 28, 2009

To Josh. xxxx

M - Miss you every day and night
Y - You're that star in the sky shining bright

A - Angel wings hold me so gently
N - Never ending love surrounds me
G - God took you in his loving care
E - Embracing you on your journey there
L - Left me with just memories of a love so rare.

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................`----- LOTS OF LOVE MAM. XXX

Christine Carmichael (Mam) September 20, 2009

♥TIME♥

I thought that time was healing
All the hurt you left behind
That empty spaces could be filled
My arms, my heart, my mind.

And though my body looks the same
As it did when you were here
The emptiness is growing
Even bigger with each tear.

I thought that time was healing
All the agonizing pain
That as the tears were fading
Soon I wouldn't feel the same.

And though I can be smiling
And you think that I'll survive
The pain is in my blood now
I have nowhere else to hide.

I thought that time was healing
All the loss a mother feels
That now you live within my heart
I had you near me still.

But I need so much to touch you
To see you smile again
And those memories I'm told are mine
Can never feel the same.

I thought that time was healing
All the while the mask was worn
That underneath a new me
Was waiting to be born.

But now I find I am the mask
It helps to keep me safe
And though my heart is breaking
You won't see it in my face.

I thought that time was healing
All those tears my eyes have seen
That aching arms that miss you
Could be satisfied with dreams.

But here I am, in pain again
And healing stands alone
And mother weeps the world can see
For a son who can't come home♥

all my love to you, from mam. xxx

Christine Carmichael (Mam) September 19, 2009

REMEMBER

Remember me when i am gone away,
Gone far away into the silent land;
When you can no more hold me by the hand,
Nor i half turn to go,yet turning stay.
Remember me when no more day by day,
You tell me of the future that you planned;
Only remember me;you understand,
It will be late to counsel then or pray.
Yet if you should forget me for a while,
And afterwards remember,do not grieve;
For if the darkness and corruption leave,
A vestige of the thoughts that once i had,
Better by far you should forget and smile,
Than that you should remember me and be sad.


To a wonderful sister,mother,wife & daughter.
Christine, your legacy will live on in your 8 beautiful children.
Sleep tight little sis.
Love Maggie,Robbie,Jordan & Robert.
xxxxx

Maggie Delgado September 16, 2009

THINKING OF YOU ALWAYS JOSH. XXX

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It breaks my heart im sorry
Im trying to be strong
Everyday im hurting more
You should be home where you belong

Every night i say a prayer
My Angel cant you see
Im missing you so badly
Can you please just visit me

I need you here to comfort me
Be forever by my side
Never ever leave me
For my tears would then subside

copyright� Vicky Deaville 2009

ALL MY LOVE AND KISSES FROM MAM. XXX

Christine Carmichael (Mam) September 16, 2009

to mam from Josh. xxx

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Dear Mr. Hallmark

I am writing you from Heaven,
and though it must appear
A rather strange idea,
I see everything from here.
I just popped in to visit,
your stores to find a card.
A card of love for my mother
as this day for her is hard.

There must be some mistake I thought,
every card you could imagine,
except I could not find a card
from a child who lives in Heaven.
She is still a mother too,
no matter where I reside
I had to leave she understands,
but oh the tears she's cried.

I thought that if I wrote to you,
that you would come to know
that though I live in Heaven now,
I still love my mother so.
She talks with me and dreams with me,
we still share laughter too,
memory's our way of speaking now,
would you see what you could do?

My mother carries me in her heart,
her tears she hides from sight.
She writes poems to honor me
sometimes far into the night.
She plants flowers in my garden,
there my living memory dwells
She writes to other grieving parents
trying to ease their pain as well.

So you see Mr Hallmark
though I no longer live on earth
I must find a way
to remind her of her wondrous worth.
She needs to be honoured
and remembered too.
Just like the children of earth
today will do.

Thank you Mr. Hallmark,
I know that you'll do your best
I have done all I can do;
to you I'll leave the rest.
Find a way to tell her
how much she means to me
until I can do it for myself
when she joins me in eternity.

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Christine Carmichael (Mam) September 15, 2009